Does it ever feel like you just can't catch up? Like no matter what you do or how you rearrange the schedule, you are always 5 steps behind? That is my life right now. Between paramedic school, clinicals, Anatomy class, 3 kids and their activities, my work, my hubs work (he has 2 jobs and I am about to start a second) and normal everyday housework, I feel like I need 4 of me. This week,especially, all I want to do is hide in bed and cry. I am feeling so overwhelmed, and lacking the confidence to complete it all. Some days, I feel like the world's worst wife and mother, because I can't keep up and I am always exhausted. Not to mention the fact that I can't get my kids in a bigger house so that we are not all on top of each other and we have our own space. And then I had the gall to go and get sick this week. Not just, I have the sniffles and don't feel good, but an all out case of vertigo and an ear infection. The world goes topsy-turvy on me every time I am not lying down. NOT FUN!
Now I am just whining, and I should stop, but I needed to get it all out. If anyone has a spare cup of confidence and energy, send it my way please. I am going to need it these next couple of months!!
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